chaos from the couch

so, here i am sitting on the couch nursing the boys while merryn naps beside me. i need a place to make sense of all of my rambling thoughts, dreams, and fears; and what better place than a blog!

i knew this year was going to be big and that God had huge changes in store for me, but i never imagined His plan would include having twins and quitting my job without any clue as to what we will do about bills, food, or insurance.

hopefully i will uncover some insight while writing, have accountability by posting, and share some of my journey with you. i'm warning you now though, it might not be pretty, it might not make sense (yet), but that sums up my life right now...chaos